I Am This Murim’s Crazy Bitch
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Large water droplets began to form in Gongsun Yaoye’s deer-like eyes.

It seemed like it was sticking together and not falling off, but eventually it fell off along the curve of my face.

And then, thick teardrops pour down like a rain shower.

“sometimes. No, I wanted to get rid of everything at almost all times and just live like an ordinary woman, sigh, but I still held on for my long-cherished wish, but how did I do that? Trampled so mercilessly… … ”

It seems like something has really touched me.

Yeokrin means inverted scales, and it is said that a dragon has only one scale on its chin that hangs in the opposite direction.

Even if it is a dragon whose patience has reached its limit after tens of thousands of years of practicing Imoogi, the moment it is touched, it becomes unable to hold back its anger and reaches extreme rage. Even if he becomes corrupted and becomes a monster, he becomes an enemy of Cheolcheonji who wants to kill him.

This is what it means to touch a vice.

And the vice of Gongsun Yaoye was being ignored as an unmanned person.

Gongsun Yaoye’s life consisted solely of times spent training as a warrior.

Therefore, being looked down upon as a single warrior was perfectly consistent with ignoring Gongsun Yaoye’s entire life.

Cheong was greatly embarrassed.

Why, why are you crying? Is this something worth crying about?

“yes. wait for a sec. Just calm down for a moment. huh? “Should we take a deep breath for a moment?”

“That kind of thing-”

“ruler! this!”

Cheong was about to explode again, but he shouted loudly to silence him.

Then he put the box in my hand.

“Snap. Stop crying. Now, this. It is said that it is good to take elixir when the innate vitality is damaged. “Did I bring it specially for you?”

“There’s no need for this-”

“Uh-hui. Is that a grand illusion? The Great Hwandan of Shaolin Temple. know? “It’s not like this.”

At that, the politeness remained.

Of course, because it was a time when I was crying profusely, I did have a reflexive inhalation from my spinal cord that said, “Hi!”

“Great welcome party? Are you kidding me? Or really, hehe, it’s a grand tour?”

“It’s really a great show. Ambassador Muhak personally took care of it.”

“Why did Ambassador Muhak… … ”

“When I told Seon Cheon-jin that I had a friend who was hurt, he willingly gave it to me. It’s not like I just got my hands on something with difficulty. “Don’t be too burdened.”

At that, Gongsun Yaye’s spirit flashed.

I felt like I was doused with cold water.

“You’re giving me this, this? This is so precious, I can’t even say it’s precious… … ”

“Did you accept it to give me a yes in the first place?”

Gongsun Yaye gained great enlightenment from him.

To this person, not only the military association but all the goods and honors of the world are nothing. do.

Speaking of Daehwandan, it is a treasure worth an extra life, so even if it is known that you have it, your life can be threatened.

This is a person who can take it out and hand it to me so casually. Because the lifespan of a friend is more precious than such a treasure.

I probably didn’t pay much attention to it in the first place, so how sad it must have been to hear that they were only using Seoncheonjingi for the secret party.

So, Gongsun Yaoye’s tantrum, which exploded like gunpowder, ended up blowing up his own house.

And after that, I felt endless shame.

“Uh, that. Preface Soger? sorry. Because I said something harsh. What should I do? I guess I didn’t deserve to be a friend in the first place. Preface Sojeo treats me like this, but I have doubts, how can you be a friend like this? I’m a bitch who doesn’t even deserve a friend in the first place-”

“Oh hey, friends often fight with each other, right? hmm. Actually, I did feel sorry for Ye. But that’s not why he became a friend. “So you can be friends with all the poor people in the world?”

“No, I’m like this. I don’t have any friends. I’m sorry, I’m sorry… … ”

“No, I said it’s okay.”

Even after Cheong, he continued to soothe Gongsun Yaoye, who was trying to dig into the ground.

In fact, Gongsun Yao Ye’s outburst has already occurred three times. He is normally calm, but when he gets hot, he gets angry and explodes.

The second time when Cheong handed over the hairpin.

This is the third time.

And before Cheong came, the first one was to the members of the Bonghwanghoe who had been playing the role of a bitch with a very harsh remark at the Yongbong branch.

All you do is make things pathetic and all you do is seduce men and all that. I have no idea if this is an exchange meeting for warriors or a gathering for courtesans, you pathetic bitches! do.

The members of the Bonghwanghoe did not treat him as someone who lacked politeness and politeness for no reason, such as being territorial.

Anyway, Gongsun Yaye was completely broken down with regret, embarrassment, and fear.

It was quite some time before Gongsong Yoye, who had begged for forgiveness almost like a high treason criminal, calmed down.

“I can’t take this. I am grateful in my heart, but it is not a treasure I can afford. You know the preface, right? “They say treasures you can’t afford will bleed.”

“Then, can’t I eat it now?”

Gongsun Yaoye smiled at that.

The eye tags are very swollen and don’t look good.

“It’s okay because I will undergo a complete transformation when I reach the peak. And there is an elixir prepared in the family as well. “Because I don’t want to use the Seoncheonjingi without any countermeasures.”

“ah. Well, I guess so. But if you keep it and use it later in an emergency-”

“no. “I can’t accept it.”

Then he held Cheong’s hand tightly and spoke seriously.

“I hope Sojeo Seomun will do his best in the finals.”

“If I spend my lifespan, then how can I cut Ye?”

“Preface Sojeo. I was really looking forward to the BMU finals. Really, I wanted to share the sword with Seomun Soje with all my might. How I was looking forward to it. Sojeo Seomun said he would look after it, so I was angry.”

“But, how can you do that when you clearly know that you are putting your life at risk?”

Then Gongsun Yaoye looked straight into Qing’s eyes. Since I am a polite person who does not normally make eye contact, I could feel that he was very sincere.

Of course, the eyelids were red, so the picture ended up being a bit subtle.

“Would you do that for me? Even though my life was short, I think I lived for him. Please join me for the moment I look forward to the most in life. yes?”

In response to that earnestness, Cheong had no choice but to nod his head.

—-

Cheong is not from the central region.

He was also a person who suddenly found himself in an unfamiliar place after living in a world where the values ​​of the community, known as his origins and roots, were far below those of the individual.

So, to Cheong, Gongsun Yaoye’s outburst was nothing more than a sudden spurt.

However, looking at it objectively, Cheong was wrong.

It was a mistake that would have brought harsh nuclear retaliation to the point where Seomun Surin would have been in tears if she had heard this conversation.

What Cheong said was roughly as follows.

Why would you risk your life just for a secret service anyway?

Don’t think about wasting your precious life with tricks like that, and I’ll lose instead.

However, Gongsun Yaye really risked his life.

All my past life and the same meaning of closing training were all preparations for such a time.

So, the Qing ended up completely denying Gongsun Yaoye’s life.

Moreover, it was an even more painful betrayal because he firmly believed and relied on Cheong as his only friend.

If it weren’t for a treasure worth a grand prize, I would never have thought about Cheong’s sincerity.

It was such a painful and bitter betrayal.

But Cheong still doesn’t understand.

What on earth is a secretariat? Or, even more fundamental than that, what is a family?

Why on earth do you sacrifice your precious life for your family?

What is the family name in the first place?

Isn’t it necessary to have a family name for people? Why do people have to separate for the sake of the family?

Even if the Gongsun Gong family is in ruins or a ruined shanty town, you don’t know.

They say that they are from a famous family and a great military family that everyone knows, although they are not included in the top ten households in the central region.

Anyway, that surname is officially called Gongseon, but in reality, unless there is an argument, everyone calls it Gongsun.

In fact, this was the same even if it was a sect rather than a family, so the fundamental thinking of the Qing itself was different from that of the people of the Central Plains.

And Cheong felt him keenly.

“I would say that Gongsun Soje showed great self-control in not drawing his sword. “Don’t say such rude things unless you’re trying to make enemies.”

“Cheong-ah was wrong this time. If you say that to a kid who is ready to fight with that much determination, you’re making him a complete idiot. “I even tried so hard to fulfill my family’s long-cherished wish.”

“hmm. Geomwoo, I haven’t seen it that much, but I’m disappointed. “Isn’t it worth considering lowering him from Geomwoo to Geomjiin?”

These were the reactions of Paeng Dae-san, Tang Nan-ah, and Namgung Shin-jae, respectively.

I wondered if this was something they would be so angry about, so I asked them, and they all responded by asking why they were talking such bullshit.

But what about Geomjiin?

Honestly, I have no idea.

I wonder if it was something to get so angry about.

If you really want your family’s long-cherished wish, wouldn’t it be better to decorate it extravagantly and then give it to you naturally? For example, you don’t have to use congenital diagnosis.

As an unmanned person?

What kind of job does a military officer do? How can I do my best as a military officer?

They just carry swords and use force to do business, and although they are hostile to the government, they walk proudly as equals.

hmm. Isn’t this a cartel?

anyway.

Can I truly swing my sword in the finals?

Even though you know that this is obviously ruining your life?

What on earth does it mean to truly swing a sword in the first place?

Isn’t martial arts meant to cut down enemies in the first place?

So, if it’s not a murderous sword to take a life, if it’s not a life-or-death situation, it’s sincere in the first place, and it can’t come out.

A knife is for cutting.

Self-defense that protects me.

A barrier that protects the people I like.

A means of killing bad guys and giving pleasure.

But how can there be a sincere dance?

Is it sincere if you use a sword to determine victory or defeat? Would it be insincere if I said it was sparring without using vinegar?

It was a worry I had never faced before.

I also had concerns that I couldn’t find an answer to even if I thought about them.

However, there are few advantages of blue.

Since I didn’t bother to find out what I didn’t know on my own, I had the habit of not hesitating to ask others.

It’s also a big drawback, so if there’s no one around to tell you, you just pass it off and say you’ll ask later.

Then, because you forget, there is no progress due to ignorance.

Anyway, that’s why Cheong asked.

“Master, what is martial arts?”

“… … ? “Do you do that now?”

Seomunsu-rin was surprised.

Every warrior lives with his sword in his heart. Seomun Surin is a swordsman, so he expresses himself with a sword, but each person defines martial arts and creates it straight in the chest.

That is why each warrior takes up his or her sword and portrays the meaning of life and his or her will to the world.

That’s why studying is unofficial.

Is this really a question that a master who has reached his peak stage would ask?

It was a question that was long overdue, as someone who couldn’t even draw his own sword straight wouldn’t dare cross the threshold of climax.

However, it is truly fortunate and honorable to try to save it even if it is late.

And for Seomunsu-rin, who was still quite young, she was no different from a toddler walking around, so I wonder if it was too late.

This is Seomun Surin, where the bean pods are slowly becoming thicker.

“Everyone’s martial arts skills are different, so this teacher can’t force you to say anything. But, what did the disciple practice martial arts for?”

Then Cheong pondered and answered.

“hmm. To live?”

Qing martial arts are a means to survive.

And that too was ongoing.

When I got to the latter part of the climax, I was in the mood to become a master, but for some reason, the transcendent climax keeps popping up, and the Hwagyeong master also appears from time to time.

“okay. “They said he was from Ronin.”

Seomunsu-rin nodded at him.

“With a disciple like this, it was natural that he would not rise to the level. “I am truly happy and fortunate that I have finally thought about it.”

“hmm. Is that really that important?”

“then. Not important. You need to clearly establish what martial arts is to you and why you hold and swing a sword. Even if you look straight at your goal, isn’t it like walking down a rough path with your eyes closed?”

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