The morning after I caught a cold and had beast-like sex with Ethan in my room.

As soon as I opened my eyes at five in the morning, I threw off the blankets and sat up, gripping my head in shame and shaking it.

"......!!! .........!!!!!"

I wanted to scream, but I couldn’t. I simply opened my mouth wide, my face contorting as I remembered every embarrassing thing I had said last night, all of it flashing before me like a terrible history.

‘From the moment Ethan started apologizing to me while taking off my clothes, I was kind of …