I am being raised.  

[950 hours 26 minutes]  

I can only say that.  
It feels like I’m being cultivated by the doctor.  

I feel very drowsy and comfortable.  
But my mind is uneasy.  
Something is screaming that I shouldn’t be like this.  

“…I need more of the drug…”  

Why is my pronunciation like this?  

I’m done for.  
I’ve been soaked.  
But there’s nothing I can do.  

I might as well leave it all to instinct and rest like this.  

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