Anything... I’ll do anything for the medicine.

My body and mind were already long ago conquered.

When the effects of the drugs wear off, I try to act normal, but just a little while later, I end up like this.

It hurts so much I want to die.

But if I die on my own, Shihu will be sad.

And that’s something I can’t bear.

I just want to be happy.

I just want...

A normal...

Life...

"Where’s the doctor?"

It’s because of that person.

The reason Shihu left me in this place.

Who do you think caused me to …