"Damn it," I muttered as I snapped back to reality and slammed my fist onto the keyboard. That wasn’t enough to calm me down, so I threw the mouse on the wall as well.

"Please, just get out of my head already!"

But even after throwing everything on my desk, my pain didn’t go away. My mind, steeped in confusion, just kept searching for an escape.

Alright, just sleep and forget everything. I walked toward the bed, as if in a trance.

That wasn’t enough, so I pulled the blanket all the way up over my head. I tried to close my eyes and sleep, but my hand once again wandered, tracing my lips. I pressed the center of my lips tightly with my thumb and index finger. The soft flesh sank in where I pressed. But that wasn’t enough, so I moved my fingers deeper, pressing further inside. Just as I was about to bite my nails, I came to my senses and pulled my fingers out of my mouth.

"Crazy..."

I was definitely crazy.