Of course not, you bastard. The words I almost spat out sank back beneath the surface of my thoughts as Go Yohan tucked a strand of hair behind my ear with a pitiful expression, his fingers tangling with the hairs that stuck to my face due to the water.
"I want to be the first to enter you raw."
"…Raw?"
"Wouldn't it be memorable if the first dick you feel inside is mine?"
Go Yohan's nonsense had a strange persuasiveness. His words, mad as they seemed, gradually seduced me. There was logic in them. I might have died of jealousy if Go Yohan had had his first time with someone else.
Unlike the petty jealousy I had harbored for Go Yohan, a deep, gnawing envy rose within me.
If Go Yohan had scattered his virginity among those pathetic fools, if he had given his first experience away on a school trip to someone whose name or nationality I didn’t even know.
- Go Yohan is a legendary psycho and an uncontrollable piece of trash.
i think jun might talk in his sleep. maybe he mixes dream and reality so he might assume something is a dream but in fact its happening in real life. this can also explain why he woke up the other day with a sore ass. yohan did say that jun said it was okay to do it but jun doesnt remember it at all. i could be completely wrong