My university life is ruined.
It’s not just ruined; it’s properly ruined.
Damn, what? Nowadays, you don’t even need to go to the Sinhwan Club? Outsiders are plenty, and outsiders stick together? All bullshit. I tried to rely on the rumors floating around on the internet and let myself drift into the massive river of university life, but all I had left was a pathetic list of contacts.
You’re really screwed now, aren’t you? The voice of my past self, Kang Jun, who tried so hard to fit in while hiding my true self, whispered to me. It’s clear now. I had been ignoring it, but I couldn’t pretend not to know anymore.
I am screwed.
But just because I don’t have any friends doesn’t mean I don’t have anyone to waste time with.
“Wanna go for a drink to celebrate the end of the semester, friend?”
anyone have any thoughts with whats going on with Yohan? i am a curious bee
Honestly, I'm curious about that too. My feeling is that he's living a double life. He isolates Jun from behind the scenes to keep him to himself, and honestly, Jun plays into that and is a willing participant in his own isolation. He complains about not being included in groups or having friends, but doesn't make any effort because his sole focus is Yohan and his own inferiority complex. Yohan, however, is very social despite what he tells Jun. I think it's partly to keep people away from Jun, but also because he really likes attention. Honestly, Yohan is such a complex character because we don't actually know what's real. Is the version of him when he's with Jun real, or is it the version of him with his friends? So confusing. Him staying out all night and getting little to no sleep could be him studying to follow Jun to grad school, but that's just my hunch. Him having such a wide network of people he hangs around and being on social media is definitely suspicious. He better not be cheating! I don't think he is, because he's so obsessed with Jun, but you never know. Even though Jun has been slowly expressing his feelings during sex, Yohan still is hung up on Jun liking Jinwoo first. So, it's possible he's being stupid. I don't know if that makes sense to you, but that's what I think.
I was thinking he was still hung up on Jun liking Jinwoo to because I don't think he would just take up smoking because his friend told him to I think he also did it because Jinwoo did it.
Right! And the the way he talks during sex when Jun is questioning him, he always brings up "that bastard" meaning Jinwoo. Plus, the conversation that Jun overheard Yohan have with his friends, he was clearly displaying his jealousy of Jinwoo. They're both being so stupid, petty, and childish, but this is a novel that's geared towards teenage angst, so I get it. Looking back to when I was a teenager, I honestly didn't worry or think about social standings or anything like this. I just walked to the beat of my own drum. I'm not a social person or concieted, but I've always noticed that people just naturally gravitate towards me, but I still don't understand why. Lol! I really hate socializing, but of course, I still do it. So, I find myself overanalyzing these characters and comparing them to myself a lot to gain a better understanding.
thank you!!!