Training diary

Day 3

 

Mr. Usato-san told me to do so, so I decided to write a diary.

Today is the day I was reborn. It may look cool when you write it like this, but in reality, it's like running away because of Mina's fear, and finally standing at the starting point with Usato's help. He is still a timid and cowardly boy, and the training that Usato says is not satisfactory.

But I've finally started.

I was really worried about whether the rescue team recommended by Mr. Usato was really a good place for me to go. After all, it's the place where Usato-san belongs, wouldn't it be a nuisance for someone like me to enter? When I think about it later, I just imagine it. If you ask me, I only know that the person who is Usato's mentor is a horrible person, but what is it really like? If I have a faint hope, I hope that the severity of Mr. Usato's current situation will be that of that person. I know it's a hope that will probably be fragile and shattered.

Let's write about training.

First of all, the training was tougher than Mina's bullying.

I was able to fully understand how much Mr. Usato had helped me in yesterday's training. He himself is lying about acting, but that must be another aspect of Usato. It's hard to believe that the person who yells so much, grits his teeth so badly when he's not looking, and exudes grumpiness, is acting. Anyway, every time I made a mistake, I was taunted, and I was trampled on, and I wondered what kind of performance it was, and honestly, it was an expression of conscience and warmth that I threw somewhere at the beginning of the training.

Usato was a monster during training, Usato was a human outside of training, and Usato was in that position in my mind.

I'm writing a diary now, and my hands are shaking just writing like this. There is nothing wrong with my body, after all, I am in perfect physical condition because the healing magic is working perfectly. This tremor must be from fear, and the difference between the two sides of the good and evil of that Usato-san makes me more anxious.

I can't stop trembling when I think about tomorrow's training schedule behind that smile, and I can't stop my legs from shaking when I think about how much my disrespect for Usato, who is in a mild-mannered state, will affect tomorrow's training.

 

No, I don't have the energy to write anymore.

The third day of training, the diary, ends here.

 

 

 

Day 4

 

I'm immature

 

 

I fainted in the hallway with my diary in my hand.

It's the first time I've ever fainted with a pen in my hand and a diary in my hand. Kyo's panicked voice was very strong and memorable.

Pick yourself up and write in your journal.

Today's training began with swearing.

According to Usato, I have a ridiculously low endurance. However, it seems to have the endurance of ordinary people, but in the healing wizard that Usato is aiming for, my body is equal to paper, and if I am beaten by the leader of the rescue team, the bones of my whole body will be shattered. For that reason, today I trained to take measures against it along with training to develop magical power.

I was finally starting to feel the magic properly, so I was feeling the response.

I thought this would allow me to use healing magic consistently.

Different.

It was too different.

Yesterday I felt like I wrote something new about how I started anew, but I'll correct that sentence. It hadn't even started. The very fact that he felt magical in the first place was the beginning of Usato's full-fledged training in healing magic.

The training is more intense.

The abuse is more intense.

And most of all, because of the change in the training itself, I was about to die because I was optimistic before the training.

The new training is to simply dodge magic bullets. Durability is a weak point, so you don't have to attack to compensate for that part...... But .......

His healing magic is too misused.

Why is that guy throwing magic bullets at me?

Rather, why are you throwing magic bullets?

You're definitely going to be born in the wrong race, that person.

He's got a faster ball speed than Mina, but he's that guy.

What are you training to fight against?

And for some reason, if you hit it, it will blow you away with a magic bullet, and if you hit it, that person will yell at you while saying, "You don't take it," and when I say I can't do it, he grabs me in the chest and says, "I was a fist! Or I will be told to go back to my bare bones and I will not be able to say anything.

It's a magic bullet with healing magic, so it doesn't hurt or anything, but there is only an impact, so it's really bad to feel the impact as if the part that hit you was hit.

But maybe I can do it because I'm a healing wizard too.

Give it a try.

 

 

 

It was impossible.

In the first place, it wasn't something that could be made flying with arm strength, and in the first place, I should have come to the conclusion that it was something that only that person could do when it was possible to produce such an impact with a magic bullet that had no weight or anything.

I wonder how powerful he really is.

 

Of course, the training didn't end here.

Aside from a break to restore Usato's magic, he was forced to dodge magic bullets endlessly throughout the day.

I think this training is really crazy and amazing. Anyway, I don't get tired. If you hit a magic bullet that contains healing magic, it will recover as much magic power as it contains, so you can keep moving. Moreover, although he was unwilling, he was directly hit by most of the magic bullets, so he was in a state where healing magic was constantly being exercised on his body, so he could feel the magic power more than yesterday.

As a result, Usato's magic power seemed to be depleted quickly, and by the end of the training, he was on the verge of running out of magic.

This is also depressed, not physically, but as if the mind has been worn. I've heard in class that mental state affects the body, and I think that's exactly what I'm in right now.

I don't show interest in anything anymore, and in fact, when I'm writing this diary, I feel like I don't care about anything. There is no doubt that he is in a pretty bad state when he can only think about how to survive tomorrow's training rather than fighting Meena anymore.

 

No good.

I'm not sure, but no.

 

I'm going to bed today. Diary, ends.

 

 

 

 

Day 5

 

The last day of training.

All I could think about was training.

I don't care about all the bastards in sight or the people who were tormenting me.

I ran, I was blown away, I was yelled at, I was blown away, I was yelled at, I was yelled at, I was blown away, I was kicked, I was blown away, I was blown away, I was running, I was dodging, and the day was over.

In the end, he could only avoid a few magic bullets fired by Usato.

Usato mutters, "Did I go too far......?" but it's enough for me.

Thank you.

Mr. Usato.

And be prepared.

Mina.

It's not a grudge, it's not revenge, it's not revenge.

In order for me to break the relationship with you and look forward, as a member of the life-saving team, I will be next to Usato-san. And this is something that I haven't told Usato, but I think this game is to break with my parents and the abominable house. In order to start my own life without being trapped by magic anymore, I'm ...... I'm not going to give in anymore.

Defeat Mina.

I'm going to bet everything I've cultivated and blow him away.

　

 

 

 

 

 

 

「.........」

 

After reading that, I closed the diary that had been left open in front of Nak's room.

And thought. The boy who seemed timid a few days ago had turned even a person into a demon, but now he was a boy worthy of his sharp gaze.

 

"Are you okay, ...... this?"

 

The boy in question has already gone to the place of battle with Mina.

I'm going there now, but it's not hard to imagine what the horror mock battle for a girl named Mina will be like today.

 

「...... I'm sure Usato will take care of it. yes."

 

Even if you get seriously injured, Usato will take care of it.

He nodded his head in escapism, and after placing the journal he had picked up on the desk in his room, he began to prepare to go to Kyo and Satsuki, who were waiting for him at the school.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Today the battle between Nak and Mina takes place.

Amako and I were standing in front of the entrance of the school, which was crowded with students. He and Nak parted ways a while ago, and Bulllyn is at the stables. Apart from Nak, who has a match, the decision is made because he can't take the monster Bulllyn into the crowd.

When I told Amako why I didn't bring Bullin with me, she was surprised and said, "I ...... you could have taken such consideration," but I was forgiving with the healing magic Dekopin. Amako holding her forehead and fainting in agony? I don't know.

 

"Usato!"

 

"Oh, I'm here."

 

When I was brilliantly passing through Amako, who was glaring at me with resentful eyes, a voice calling me.

Turning his eyes towards the voice, he sees Inugami-senpai and Kazuki walking towards him. The reason we were waiting here was because we were waiting for Senpai and Kazuki.

I hadn't seen him during the entire training with Nak, so I was worried that he wouldn't do what he wanted, and I wanted to see him separately.

 

"Hey, Usato-kun, should I say it's been a few days? ...... What's the matter with Amako?"

 

"I was tormented by Usato--"

 

"It's been a few days, how is Kazuki?"

 

"Ah, it looks like Usato's had a hard time too!"

 

Amako was about to ask for help from someone who was troublesome, so she interrupted and at the same time greeted Kazuki. Kazuki seems to be listening to the story from his seniors, and he comes with a refreshing smile.

He's still a refreshingly handsome man with a dazzling smile .......

 

"What did you do there?"

 

"This is the big library and the magic practice here...... I was doing what I could do here. I really thought Usato was with me...... I can't help it because of the circumstances."

 

"I'm sure you're busy with your training, so I tried to keep you out of the way as much as possible, and I tried to avoid seeing you as much as possible."

 

"Is that so...... I'm sorry I made you feel weird."

 

But it was good.

Even though it was acting, I didn't show the swearing that reminded me of Rose. I don't know for sure, but it seemed to Kiriha and the others to be terrifying.

 

"Miss Welsey?"

 

"She said she had an errand for Ms. Gladys, and I suppose it had something to do with the letter."

 

It's true that it's been more than a week since I handed over the letter, so maybe it's time to come to a conclusion. What if the results of the letter come out during training...... I was scared thinking about it, but I'm relieved to be able to greet today without incident.

 

"Well, let's go, although it's still too early."

 

"The sooner the better, let's go."

 

"I'm really curious to see how the kid Usato trained him will fight."

 

What we're going to see is a mock battle between Nak and Mina.

I think I've trained enough in the last five days to be able to fight, but there's nothing I can do anymore. The rest is up to Nak himself.

 

「...... Amako, what are you doing? I'm going to leave you ......?"

 

"Oh my God...... I will never forgive you...... I won't forgive ......."

 

It's totally too much of an exaggeration.

- She can't help it, so she lifts Amako, who is still looking at her with resentful eyes, to her side, and walks side by side with Kazuki and her senpai. I know it looks like a surreal sight walking around with a hooded girl under her arm, but I don't mind that kind of gaze because I've been getting tired of it since I started training here.

 

"Usato-kun, are you okay with Nak?"

 

While looking at Amako who was being held as it was, my senior asked me such a thing.

 

"It's okay, I think I've done everything I could."

 

"Does that have anything to do with the gaze of the people around you......?"

 

「...... Well, I don't know."

 

I noticed it right away, this senior.

He smiled soberly, and when he looked around, all the students who met his eyes quickly looked away. What's that reaction, am I a thug or something?

 

"You surprised the people here with such great training!"

 

"Oh, yes...... I don't know if it's amazing or not. I was allowed to train in my own way. Don't look at your seniors as if they found something that looked interesting. My own kind of training is just running and dodging magic bullets, and other simple things......

 

"It's a way to say things......

 

Shut up, little fox.

He smiles awkwardly at Kazuki, who is smiling, but at least shakes Amako, who is holding him as revenge.

Get drunk, get drunk! As I was swaying and shaking while thinking about such things inwardly, I noticed that my senior was squinting at me and Amako suspiciously, and staring at me.

 

"You've gotten along well with her."

 

"What? Well, it was kind of the same thing."

 

"Together, together......

 

I don't know what went wrong, but the senior, who was walking a little in front of me, turned around once, and then suddenly turned his whole body and looked at me with a slightly upward glance with the fingers of both hands intertwined.

 

「...... Don't be jealous...... Me"

 

I think that the senior, who is a beautiful girl for whom the word dainty is appropriate, looks up, and in the original world, it is a faint thing regardless of gender. In fact, I'm confident that I'll faint...... If you're a senior when you were in the original world.

 

"Oh, yes, so Kazuki, what have you been practicing magic?"

 

Even if you do such a maiden thing now, your pity will not change.

He passes through the senpai, who has frozen in place with his eyes up, and proceeds down the aisle with Kazuki.

 

"Hmm? I was trying to make it easier to use that thing that I showed when I hit the target before. The difficulty was that I had to concentrate on the operation."

 

"I can't even cast magic, but if you look at it from a different perspective, you might be able to solve the problem in a surprising way, right?"

 

"Please, wait a minute!!"

 

As I was walking while chatting happily with Kazuki, my senior, who was still frozen behind me, suddenly grabbed my shoulder with a force that seemed to make an onomatopoeic sound.

What's that, it's annoying.

 

"You're going to have to do more!

 

"Excuse me, but if I'm not arithmetic, I'm always in a hurry. I'm instantly in love."

 

"Wouldn't it be rude to just say, 'Oh, yes?'! Be more innocent and shy!"

 

"Please realize that it's wrong for you to be aware of it and do it......"

 

It's one thing to say that you're a beautiful girl, but in fact, this person is a beautiful girl no matter how you look at it, so it's amazing that you can't deny it. But I don't think I'm stupid enough to fall into a trap of sight, and above all, I'm amused by his frustrated face...... No, no, no, I was becoming sadistic to the heart while I was being Rose.

I took a deep breath and let go of the hand of the senior who had been tied to me and let me stand as it was.

 

"Yes, yes, I was surprised. Let's go ahead."

 

"Whew...... What a humiliation...... I feel like I'm more S than I used to be ......."

 

I walked with my senior, whose cheeks were dyed bright red and growled, and I followed.

Then, Kazuki, who was watching the situation, smiled even brighter.

 

"Hahaha, after all, Senpai and Usato are on good terms, it's reassuring to see them."

 

「...... Yes, I'll feel safe with them."

 

I answer his words without denying them.

Even if people say I'm being cynical, I want to be honest at times like this.

...... Oh my gosh, my face is hot this time. After all, I didn't say anything that didn't exist in this kind of pattern. At the very least, I put my seniors forward and hold my face with my hands so that Amako doesn't see me holding her.

 

"Usato, what's wrong...... Did it grow in the horns?"

 

"I've calmed down, with your extra words."

 

I wonder what kind of monster this little fox thinks I am.

Horns don't grow because they're human, right?

 

 

 

 

 

There were many students gathered at the training ground.

A mock battle between two students is already taking place in the center of the training ground in a four-sided frame, and the students are watching the battle in a way that surrounds them.

 

"Haaaaaaa

"This time, I'm the winner!!"

 

"Wow, is this what it is?"

 

After dropping Amako off the spot, I looked for a place where I could watch the game slowly with my seniors, and when I looked at the mock battle, I could see more clearly the two students fighting in the four-sided frame, perhaps because I was closer.

The two students who are fighting are both holding wooden swords in their hands, and they are fighting swordplay, releasing different spells at each other with a battle cry. The senior, who was watching the mock battle with interest, suddenly turned to me as if he was thinking something.

 

"After all, this is what a mock battle of a wizard is like, and it's different from a game like Usato-kun or Halfa-kun."

 

"In the first place, there aren't many physical wizards like me, so it's rather normal here."

 

Halfa is a martial artist who uses the anticipation of the magic eye.

I'm a force pusher, so to speak, relying on healing magic and physical abilities.

In my case, it's so barbaric that it's safe to say that it's a brawl killing method, but at this point, it would be wrong to measure it by the standards of an ordinary wizard.

 

"It seems that there are quite a few ways to fight with magic and weapons, but as expected, you don't see many bare hands like Usato."

 

"Hahaha, I don't need a weapon in the first place."

 

As a lifesaver, I don't need a lot of knives.

Now that I've mastered a new technique called healing magic bullets, I don't need a normal sword anymore. Rather, I came to the conclusion that the knife was not suitable for me based on my modern sensibilities and the feeling of using the wooden spear that I used when fighting the snake.

But I wanted a little bit of a gauntlet like the one Kiriha uses.

It's not that I'm begging for something that doesn't exist, but I'm thinking about it while walking around and looking for a place where I can watch the game appropriately. While the students who noticed us walking looked at us with strange glances, a familiar gray-haired boy called out to us.

 

"Everyone, it's a match."

 

"Hello, Mr. Halfa."

 

"Did you come to watch the mock battle?"

 

With a gentle smile on his face, he greets Halfa as he approaches.

I've seen him a few times during training with Nak, but I think it's been since the first day of training that we haven't seen each other and talked to each other.

 

"Yes, I came to see this kind of event because I like it...... I really want to participate, but my opponent always abstains...... Hahaha"

 

「...... That's right."

 

I think it's just that you're scared that you're only aiming for the right .......

In fact, there were many times when I was scared when I was fighting Halfa. I smiled wryly at him as he shrugged his shoulders regretfully, but moved to where he had been earlier.

 

"It looks good here, and strangely enough, there are no people here."

 

"Yes, it's easier to see now that Usato is here."

 

......... What a way of saying that I am scared by the students around me. Wrong, right? You're scared of Halfa, aren't you? It's scary to attack at a critical point, isn't it? - When she twitches her cheeks and looks around, she is again averted and distanced.

 

"I'm not convinced......"

 

"What did you really do, there is clearly a look of awe in your eyes."

 

"Oh, don't you know, Usato is here---Upu."

 

He immediately goes around in front of Halfa, who is about to slip his mouth, closes his mouth, raises his index finger and gestures to be quiet.

Is this secret good? I was satisfied with him who turned blue and nodded, perhaps because he conveyed it well, and turned to my senior with a clear face.

 

"Nothing was here, was there?"

 

「...... yes, there was nothing."

 

「......... It's suspicious! Everything we just exchanged is suspicious in many ways, and what the hell did you do while we weren't there!?"

 

Perhaps I couldn't deceive myself, but my seniors came to me with a heavy breath.

I knew I wasn't the kind of person who could be deceived by force, but I didn't know what ...... do. I try to think about how to deal with my seniors, but before I can do that, Kazuki suppresses the seniors who are closing in on me.

 

"I don't want to pry too much.stopyoLet's do it. There are one or two things that I don't want people to know."

 

"Uh-huh...... Yes, ...... for sure."

 

If you get caught, you don't mind, but it's better not to be known.

I was grateful to Kazuki for keeping my mind in check, but when I tried to turn my attention to the mock battle, Halfa spoke to me this time.

 

「...... Mr. Usato. ...... is he?"

 

At the end of his line of sight is Amako, who is standing behind me.

 

"Hmm? Oh, this kid is kind of like a traveling companion."

 

"You have similar magical powers to mine, but different, white magic seems to be gathered in your eyes, and from the senses you are more advanced than me? ...... I saw her when she was training, but ...... she?"

 

「...... Hmmm."

 

「...... No, if you don't want to say it, fine. I know the magic difficulties of the Evil Eye best than none other than me."

 

It's helpful to have a good sense of it.

Amako's foreknowledge is a magic unique to beastmen, so those who understand it will find out in one shot.

However, Halfa's magic eye is amazing. He only sees the magic in Amako's eyes, and he hits it. Maybe they even put on the fact that it is a magic eye similar to prediction.

 

"Let's change the subject, Kiriha has a message for you, and he told you to tell him if you see Usato-san."

 

"From Kiriha and the others?"

 

"They said that if they were together, it would be a lot of bad looks, so they are cheering elsewhere."

 

"That's it...... Thank you. Tell me."

 

"No, it's nice for me to be able to deliver a message like this because she doesn't usually rely on humans."

 

I wonder if it was some kind of change of heart, I go through the words of Mr. Halfa, who looks at me with a smile.

Are Kiriha and the others watching somewhere else...... Unlike Amako, even if you hide your face, it will be revealed immediately. It's a little disappointing that we can't watch it together, but I can't help it.

However, I don't know what time the mock battle will be, and as far as I heard in the morning, I haven't heard that there are that many participants in this mock battle, so it should be soon.

The battle in front of me was about to be settled, so I looked around the training ground and saw a short-haired boy with black hair and a girl with distinctive twin tails lined up near the entrance to the school building of the training ground.

 

"Oh, I was there."

 

"It's Nak, and there's a kid named Mina."

 

I wondered if the senior had found it as well, and he looked at the two people standing side by side with his eyes blinking.

As for me, I was worried that Nak would be scared of Mina and slow down during the mock battle, but from the way he looks now, he doesn't seem to be worried. Anyway, the girl next to him is talking to Nak as if to blatantly provoke him, but Nak is staring at the place where the mock battle is taking place without moving a bit.

Rather than the results of the training, it may have had the side effect of rubbing the mind in a good way. I felt like I was being a little too strict, but this is the result.

 

"Now, all we have to do is defeat him."

 

The bell rings for the end of the mock battle.

The two students leave with cheers, and Nak and Mina with a silver shield stand on the field of battle.

Judging by his proud expression, he seems to be relieved to have an absolute defense in the form of a shield, but if he licks his knuckles too much, he will be hurt.

In the first place, it's not just healing magic that heals people, let alone that she's the one who made Nak's healing magic that way. I don't know what that means...... You will know it firsthand. After all, he can't use healing magic on others, so I didn't teach him the healing punch, a technique that doesn't hurt the opponent. If you do it poorly, you may be seriously injured by the attack of a bare-handed knack.

 

"That's what I'm here for, so do what you want. The heartless parents who abandoned you, the ones who ridiculed you, now all of them can't keep up with you—no one can keep up with you."

 

Show me the fruits of these five days of penance.