Chapter 40.2. My Question Is Answered!
“Are you guys the rest of the Chimera bosses?”
“Yes. We are the Chimera. The head of the most powerful group.”
“Let’s see what you can do.”
The bosses look great. Especially you, Snake Head. You’re the weakest, aren’t you? Oh, well. Now I don’t have to look for the Chimera.
“Then I give up.”
I shook my head and decided to give up.
“Hmm, it’s pathetic to give up on life so early.”
I’m going to tell you something since you seem to misunderstand it.
“I mean, we should give up exploring the dungeon today.”
I can’t save my MP. I’m disappointed.
“What?”
“Are you crazy?”
“Risk your life!”
Ignoring the wondering bosses, I give a quick thumbs down to Odin. With a chuckle, Odin opens his hands and mutters.
“Let’s see what the great magic is at its finest.”
[3 Consecutive Magic]
Odin’s hands shine dazzlingly with the light of mana. The unique skill of Great Magic [3 Consecutive Magic] uses three consecutive magic spells in one turn. Odin unleashes three consecutive Magician IV spells.
And I’ve reached level 19.
I did it. I’ve raised my level, Mii-chan.
As I watch the bosses turn to ash and fly away in the wind, I tilt my head back. I have a few questions.
“What’s going on?”
Odin, who is disassembling the wreckage of the ogre and checking it out, asks, seeing me cocking my head cutely.
“Oh, that’s weird.”
“What do you mean by weird?”
Old man Odin reacted to the word strange. He’s an old man who is always curious.
“No, that’s the thing. I don’t feel guilty, even though I’ve committed so many murders.”
I killed nearly 50 people. Isn’t that strange?
“It’s because they’re a bad guy, isn’t it?”
“No, even bad guys would feel a little guilty after killing this many people, right?”
In my previous life, I was an ordinary old man. In this world, I’m a good girl, Miu-chan, right? Putting aside the monsters, when I saw the corpse lying around, I thought it was strange that I murdered humans, and that my heart was completely unshakable.
“Hmm., I, God, don’t know, but how does it feel?”
“Hmm, this… it’s just exhilarating. That’s that. That’s it!”
I’m about to explain what I feel when I realize it.
“What is it?”
“All I feel is the exhilaration of completing an event! Yes, eh, seriously?”
I know that feeling now. I had a feeling of exhilaration after defeating a bad guy. It’s the feeling I get when you clear an event in a video game.
“Gah. I feel like I’m in a game.”
Shock. I’m shocked that I’m not shocked at all. Gagaaan.
Seeing Miu’s mouth open and her body frozen in shock, Odin chuckles as he holds the Ogre parts in his hand.
“Game. Hmm, the feeling of enjoying a game on the board? I suppose so.”
“Wouldn’t it?”
“Mm. You are a god. You don’t realize it, but you are a god. Just like us. A god could kill a human being and not care?”
“Gagaan. I’m sorry. I can’t deny it.”
Gah! Miu stiffened. My body is indeed a game-specific body. I couldn’t deny it. I see. Was the game player a god? The game specifications indeed look like an act of God.
Even in battle, I didn’t feel fear, and even when I was wounded, I didn’t flinch or hesitate. This event was similar to an ordinary event in games.
It’s like clearing the event and murdering the bad guys To get even cheaper exhilaration. Aren’t I a dangerous person? I have to be careful.
“Ahhh! All the events I’ve done! I never chose [No]!”
I remember when I saved Yamiyo. I instantly went to help. I remembered.
I was an ordinary old man in my previous life. When I hear that a monster has appeared, no matter how much I think I might can’t help it. No matter how good a friend I am, would I help her?
Sorry, but I don’t have such a high sense of justice. I got reincarnated as Miu, and I was only 6 years old. It wasn’t that I got dragged by Miu’s body.
So what does that mean?
I realized I get dragged down by the feelings of being the game-specific player. I realized something was wrong.
That is it. If I knew it was an event, I would go in again without confusion. The problem is that I won’t notice it. I’m sure I’ll find out after it’s over.
“I see, so it’s a game specification.”
So, there are a lot of disadvantages to this body.
I have to get stronger soon. I’m in trouble. The mob protagonist is a god, well, the player is a god’s point of view, so there’s no problem.