One thing I know for sure.
I know that my drug tolerance is extremely high.
That’s the one thing I’m sure of.

I’ve decided not to go outside.
Shihu might try to erase my memory again with drugs.
How did we get to this point?

Memory-erasing drugs.
Drugs.
Drugs.
Drugs.

When did Shihu start using drugs like this?
I don’t know.
My drug tolerance has even rejected the memory-erasing drug.

I wonder how many times Shihu has used it on me.
Would one time be enough for my tolerance to build against the memory-erasing drug?
Or maybe, I don’t know, he’s used it on me countless times...
How many times has he erased my memory?

What did I do wrong?
I can’t remember, and that’s the problem.
What I remember right now isn’t everything.

Anyway, Shihu tried to erase my memory.
Did I lose half of it?
How would I know?