Lin Chen was very keen, heard the words, grunted and stood up to look at him. Junyi's face was very close to the tip of his nose. He raised an eyebrow, and said keenly, "What is it, do you peek at my information?"

"This has a unified security process. There will be a system to filter the short messages you receive. If the system monitors abnormal information, there will be an early warning." Xun Conglian pulled the person down and lay down in the position just now. "You see This is for your safety, really baby, you have to believe me, I will never peek at the information, and the keywords are definitely not something like 'dear' or 'see you in the same place tomorrow night'. But This message is too much like a spam message, so it was missed. "Xun Conglian quipped," The main thing is that I really don't know that the nasty kid in the dynasty hasn't told you, I'll wait for the kid to cheer you up. "

"Actually I don't care if you peek at my information." Lin Chen said.

"I really didn't peek."

"For others, looking at information means things like distrust, but for me, if you really do that, I will be very happy." Lin Chen said, "This shows that you care about me, not in love. A sense of security, afraid that I will run away with others, this is a sign of suffering. Honestly, I am not a very secure person, I also need to determine through these details that will appear in normal and ordinary love, you love Hold me. "

The sound of flowing water outside the window became clearer and clearer, Lin Chen's breath spilled on his neck and chest, and the tone of his speech was like a clear and clear stream of water, and every word fell on his heart.

Xun Cong even sighed for a long time. Lin Chen was always so outspoken and unparable. He fell into the point where no matter how hard he tried to love Lin Chen, it was not enough.

But he couldn't help thinking that if they could lie down and talk together when they were very old, he would still be able to hear Lin Chen's views on love, which would be a lucky life for him.

"I love you, I'm pretty sure." Xing Conglian said so.

...

Lin Chen pillowed Cong Lian shoulder.

The slabs were uncomfortable with no upholstery and bed sheets.

Xing Conglian's shoulder joint is very hard, and the chest under the shoulder is still wrapped with stiff muscles. He is fastened and must rest in this position, and his posture is very uncomfortable.

Anyway, when Lin Chen saw this situation, he knew that he hadn't talked much about love, and his movements were too rigid, but fortunately, the sound that kept flowing through his chest into his ear felt good, so he changed his strategy.

He lay on his side and stretched his arms around the other side's waist, feeling like it was not enough. He pressed his legs up.

This action is not beautiful, but it is very comfortable and reassuring.

Because of peace of mind, you can talk more and deeper.

"The topic of grandma is not finished yet." Lin Chen patted Cong Lian's buttocks softly.

Xing Conglian kissed his ear, and said calmly, "My grandmother her old man committed suicide last time." Xing Conglian's voice was long and distant, "Swallowing a bomb, he died very heroically."

Lin Chen was not surprised. From the time Lien mentioned the incident, he took it for granted.

The flowing clouds crossed the soothing and unpredictable posture outside the window. Lin Chen closed her eyes and whispered, "Some kind of mental or psychological illness?"

"Alzheimer, I was very young and didn't know much at that time." Xing Conglian said, "But then I thought, why is the human brain so strange? I'm too grandma her old man, she obviously has such grandeur In my life, when I was old, I was like a child who was too naive, and I gradually forgot everything. I remember when she finally saw me, she regarded me as a playmate when she was a kid and pulled me to ride a black bear. "

When Tong Conglian talked about this past, his tone was confused and puzzled, but Lin Chen was very sure. When talking about this story, Xun Lianlian was full of purpose.

But at this moment, he just wanted to hear the sentence and tell his story.

"and after?"

"Later ... there is nothing later. The family has been unable to help, because this is a disease without solution, and my grandmother has the highest elders in her family. Of course, the family can only drag her a black bear." "And you have to make sure that the bear won't hurt people, be gentle, and prevent the old lady from killing the bear with a single shot. In short, the family was in a mess. In one day, the old lady recovered again. As she became more sane, or worse, her condition became worse. But we still prefer to believe the former, rather that she is very awake when making that choice. Although there is only a short moment, she chooses a bottle of vodka in her left hand and a wheel in her right The gun, in an extremely powerful and fun way, ended his life. "

Xing Conglian's tone was not sad, and Lin Chen felt that it was not a sad story.

"Able to live brilliantly and die with dignity, many people want it," he said.

"I thought you would comfort me."

"I'm not so cliché." Lin Chen said, "and your pets are really creative."

"It's nothing, next time I will take you home and see the little guy I raised." Xun Conglian proudly said.

Lin Chen knows that taking you home is very sincere.

But at this moment, he still has to destroy the atmosphere.

"The story is good, with a cruel beauty, but do you understand something wrong?" He forcibly sat up, patted Conglian's abdominal muscles, and asked, "I'm not too big a problem with you same."

"Although the specific direction may be wrong, the problems here are essentially related." Xing Conglian raised his hand very clearly and pointed to Lin Chen's brows. "So, consultant Lin, what I can do They will definitely do a good job, but for me, it's only you who can't help you. What is your current situation? Please make a self-diagnosis. I'm asking you this as a lover and a superior. "

"I have been asking myself this question, too." Lin Chen held the sentence and kissed him from the fingertips, then he let go of his hand and climbed out of bed.

Xing Conglian looked at the folds on Lin Chen's shirt, and a waist was exposed where he had just opened.

He watched Lin Chen bend over, took two bottles of lemon-flavored soda from the cabinet, unscrewed the lid, handed over a bottle, and sat down on the bedboard again. "In fact, Shen Lian needs the same Things become yoke around my neck, so that's fun. "

Lin Chen said so.

"So?"

"So this involves the nature of the drug, which is the fundamental purpose of the black hand behind the scenes." Lin Chen paused. "We know that the side effects of this drug can make people become manic and lose self, but the recovery of P5, including My temporary soberness also tells us that short-term high-dose ingestion of drugs will not make people completely crazy, it will quickly metabolize and make people recover temporarily. This is why this drug needs to be taken for a long time, right? "

"You can think so."

Lin Chen nodded and took the phone. A message from Su Fengzi appeared on it.

"Fengzi went to Hongjing Hospital just now and got similar results ..."

When he said that, Xun Conglian interrupted him.

"I have never seen such a ghostly person, so does the Three Graves really exist, just Su Fengzi, is he the leader of the Three Graves, or you?" Xun Conglian asked.

"Don't mention which pot to mention." Lin Chen glared at him and bent down and kissed him punitively. "You listen to me ..."

"Kiss me again and listen to you."

Xing Conglian was extremely rogue, and took advantage of Lin Chen's distraction. He dragged him to the bed again and seriously threatened: "Please consultant Lin to continue to maintain this posture and talk, if I move again, I will change my posture. . "

Lin Chen had no choice but to adjust his sleeping position, put his head on his chest, lay on his side, and said quietly: "Fengzi also integrated the cases of Yongchuan Hospital. We can find that a small number of patients have recovered their minds This shows that although the same drug works differently for different individuals, in general, everyone is improving. "

"So what is the shackles, consultant Lin." Xun Lianlian said solemnly.

"Most psychotropic drugs affect human behavior by affecting neurotransmitters in the brain. It is also funny to say that we always think we can control ourselves. In fact, whether it is dopamine or acetylcholine, including serotonin, noradrenaline, Sudden changes, these subtle changes in neurotransmitters are likely to fundamentally change a person. It may be addictive, or it may cause a series of mental illness, it may make you a saint. , May also make you a lunatic. "When Lin Chen spoke, she reached out and stroked her frown, her voice soft and out of touch.

Xing Conglian's heart seemed to be pinched hard. He was terrified, but was even more frightened by Lin Chen's peace.

But at such a gentle but frightening moment, he felt at some moment that he had grasped the key to all events. He seemed to realize what the latter was trying to do, but he couldn't grasp the key.

He thought that Lin Chen must understand more, but at this moment, Lin Chen could not tell him the truth of the whole thing in words.

"It's like if you are hard to find yourself dreaming in your sleep." Lin Chen said, "All human thought processes depend on the synergy of brain neurons and these neurotransmitters. You have to ask me, What kind of changes does the addictive drug make to the human brain? I can tell you very clearly that I am afraid that it affects monoamine neurotransmitters. Like all drugs, it has different stages. In the early stage of action, it will Makes people lose their mind and become manic. During the relaxation period, it will make people feel relaxed and calm. In the regression phase, after the neurotransmitter level of the brain has experienced fluctuations, it will cause a series of physiological compensatory responses, which are also good for antagonism. I do n’t know what happened. ”

Lin Chen's tone was peaceful, so he just lay on his chest and stared at him calmly, but just saying these few words seemed to exhaust Lin Chen's strength: "Xing Conglian, I lied to you just now, I now It's uncomfortable. I really want to find love. Really. "