Feng Yu drove the car to the outskirts and stopped, thinking about the information he had previously found, and felt sour.

His family is powerful and powerful in this world, and it is not difficult to know Su Qing's past experience. At first, he understood that it was only for the convenience of approaching and taking care of Su Qing. After learning that his parents had died and were alone, he subconsciously felt a little pain. After all, he grew up with a carefree parent.

He wanted to do his best, but after approaching, he sank uncontrollably.

When Su Qing was very young, his father passed away. He was a member of the army, died for the country, and died as a hero. Su Qing was the son of a hero.

His father is handsome, handsome, young and promising, and his mother is gentle and beautiful. They are so loving and affectionate. They originally envied others, but one of them suddenly disappeared.

At that time, Su Qing’s mother had just given birth to Suqing. The postpartum depression and widowed torture caused her to collapse completely. She became severely depressed, stopped being gentle in keeping the house, and became hysterical. Her illness was so serious that she had a tendency to negatively attack. Without her own child, Su Qing, a little older, was hurt by her and almost died.

In the past few years, Su Qing's mother was in good and bad conditions. She was discharged and admitted again, as if she had no head. Su Qing spent most of the time with her grandpa and grandmother.

Su Qing has been very smart and sensible since he was a child. He seems to know that his family is exhausted and wandering on the edge of a mental breakdown. He never causes trouble to anyone, does not cry or make trouble, is always quiet, and will help the family. , Go to the hospital to take care of mother.

His grades have been very good.

Because he knows that he has no right to "sex", it is not easy to know anyone, and it is already difficult to live well. He can only get rid of the quagmire of life by trying his best to outline the beauty.

He knows that there are many evils in life, but he can only tell himself to believe in good, because hatred does not make people live better.

When Su Qing was eighteen, the balance he was trying to maintain collapsed.

The string that had been tight for more than ten years was broken.

After Suqing finished the college entrance examination that year, he estimated that the future was promising, so he went to the hospital to see her mother happily, ready to tell her the good news, but what she got was the news of her "suicide".

...

Feng Yu's throat choked. He just wanted to take care of Su Qing, but he found that Su Qing was never a willing person.

He looks soft, but he is very assertive in reality, knows what he is doing, and has no regrets.

In front of Su Qing, in his clear and clean eyes, he can always see his own ugliness and feel ashamed for this.

He could suddenly understand why the legendary actor Shen Yi, who was invincible, would choose Su Qing.

It's not just appearance.

Feng Yu was blowing the night breeze, packing up his mood, and returning all the points collected to Xie Chi. He immediately felt much more relaxed and happy, so that he could draw a clean end to this disgraceful love.

That was the most beautiful person he had loved, and he would never meet again.

He thought he was saving Su Qing from the sea of ​​suffering, but in fact, Su Qing was on the other side of tranquility and holy, and it was himself who was struggling in the sea of ​​suffering.

Lang "Dang" will always fall in love with Liang's family, like some kind of flattery.

...

Su Qing sat on the bedside, looked at the bottles and cans on the table that had not been opened for a long time, and smiled a little proudly.

Valium tablets, all kinds of melatonin, he hasn't eaten for a long time.

It didn't take long since I couldn't sleep all night at the beginning, and now I can dreamlessly lie down until dawn.

Su Qing looked up and looked through the French windows, watching the large trucks that were allowed to pass late at night driving farther and farther on the highway.

The galaxy above the head is shining, it seems to be within reach, but it is far away.

Perhaps the person is getting farther and farther away, and he doesn't think of it very often, so he re-visited him in his sleep.

Su Qing remembered the words that grandpa often said about "milk" and "milk", they will pass, there will be no obstacles that cannot be passed, and everything will be fine.

Yes, everything will pass. Time is the best medicine.

Maybe one day, he will completely forget him, then even if he comes back, he can smile at him calmly.

...

This night, Su Qing had a long dream.

In the dream, after the college entrance examination, he held the last words left to him by his mother, shaking and cold all over.

The words on the paper are neat and tidy, indicating that the mother was extremely conscious at the last moment, and she was dying while awake.

The words on the paper are beautiful and beautiful: Susu, this world is very beautiful, but mother can't go out, but you have to believe in beauty. Only by living well can you meet better people. There is nothing you can't live with.

Yeah, there is nothing you can't get through.

He tore up the note, and calmly handled his mother's funeral.

The people around him were very worried about Su Qing, but Su Qing said it was okay. After so many years of hopeless grinding, he finally got results, which was a relief for him.

He still reads, eats, and does everything alone.

He is always smiling.

Until the death of grandparents one after another.

They seemed to be hung by the voice of their daughter, the daughter was gone, their knots were gone, and they were completely gone to another world.

In the dream, he returned home blankly, closed the door, laughed hard for a while, slowly squatted down, hugged himself into a ball, and burst into tears.

He said that he was so tired, and he wanted someone to rely on and be lazy.

He said, he will meet beautiful, right?

He is no longer sure.

...

After that day, an app suddenly appeared on his mobile phone. The name of the app was called Supernatural Actor.

He loses slowly, he wants someone to rely on, he wants to meet good.

He met Shen Yi in the newbie film.

At that time, he was in a trance, and his state was extremely bad. Several times, Shen Yi saved his life.

He felt that the battered heart in his chest came back to life.

...

As soon as Shen Yi came out, he looked around, did not see Su Qing, the light in his eyes quietly faded, and asked Xie Chi anxiously: "Where is Su Qing?"

Xie Chi was stunned: "Don't you want him to know that you are dead?"

Shen Yi's expression froze for a while: "You stupid son, can't you hear me telling the truth?!"

Xie Chi: "?"

Silly son?

Xie Chi narrowed his eyes a little bit.

When Shen Yi thought of Su Qing, he thought he would not go back for so long: "You can't say that I'm dead, so you can't hint for me. Didn't I deliberately not go back for so long, was it delayed by things?"

"Forget it," Shen Yi said extremely fast, "Is he okay? No one cares about him, right?"

The igniting gas that had just come out of Xie Chi was extinguished by these words.

He felt weak and coughed: "No."

Shen Yi: "That's good, give me the address, I'll go find him."

Xie Chi pointed to the luggage on the sofa: "It's all ready for you."

"The address has already been sent to your app dialog. I have already transferred the points needed to go to his world."

Shen Yi was startled. He never expected him to be so thoughtful, and he was immediately exasperated: "Good job, worthy of praise."

Xie Chi: "?"

Xie Chi endured and endured, holding back, he was the first to fail.

Shen Yi glanced at the huge amount of luggage and frowned: "What did you pack? Why are there so many?"

Xie Chi said quietly: "The razor, the foundation'liquid', the mousse wax, the cufflinks suit, the'mess' are all inside. You can find time on the road to clean up, I won't keep you. I know you will be short of this for a while, and I'll talk about things later."

"..." Shen Yi sighed, "It really is a family."

He laughed.

Xie Chi considers everything he does, knowing what he needs, and he is deeply impressed.

"Yes, it really is a family."

Xie Chi repeated it somehow, with a subtle expression.

Shen Yi: "Go, come back and thank you."

He walked aside with his luggage, suddenly turned his head, raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "Would you like to go back with me to see him? And your boyfriend?"

It seems to be the attitude of meeting the parents.

Xie Chi's eyes grew deeper and deeper: "You go back first, I won't disturb, come with him later."

"Good." The more Shen Yi looked at Xie Chi, the more satisfied.

...

Xie Chi watched as the captain of Shen Yi was dragging his suitcase away like a meteor in a stride, and he tweeted and said to himself: "I don't know why. After knowing that he is my son, I won't be angry anymore. ."

The incoming Xie Xinglan paused and said uncertainly: "Because he looks like a mentally retarded?"

Xie Chi: "..."

...

I rented a car and drove back at the address given by Xie Chi. Once I opened the navigation, it was more than 100 kilometers long, and it would take more than an hour to drive quickly.

Shen Yi couldn't wait that long. Looking at the new phone number of Su Qing left for him in Xie Chi's message box, he hesitated for two seconds, copied and pasted, and dialed it with the phone bound to the app.

The mobile phone bound to the app can make calls outside the app, but not outside the app.

There is nothing terrible about him, how can he chase back his Shen Yi people.

"Hello? Who?" It was a man who answered the phone.

Shen Yi's heart suddenly tightened: "Is this Su Qing's number?"

"Ang, yes, he went to dinner, the phone dropped here, I will take it for him, what do you do, I will find him if it is important, and if it is not important, wait for him to come back and say by yourself, eh...? Remarks..."

Shen Yi: "Hello? Hello?"

The voice over there suddenly became quieter, and Shen Yi thought that he had a bad signal in the tunnel. After a while, there was a chattering voice over there:

"Hahahahaha, this **** remarks to a dog man, I laughed to death, and I will swear when I stay, the first rare thing in the world..."

Shen Yi's face froze for a moment: "..."

After laughing over there, he coughed and said solemnly: "The signal is a bit bad, what can you do?"

Shen Yi said coldly: "Hang up, I'll talk to him myself later."

"Huh? Hey hey hey—"

"Weird people."

...

Su Qing's world is similar to his world. It should be a very close parallel world. In terms of timeline, the split should be very late, so the urban structure is similar.

Shen Yi was driving on the highway, and the high-rise buildings were going backwards quickly.

On the car glass, he could always see Su Qing's shadow in a blink of an eye.

He glanced at the time on the app before, and more than five hundred days have passed since the day when he left.

Almost a year and a half, for him it was just a matter of closing and opening his eyes. What about the lodging?

How did he come over this year and a half?

Shen Yi felt panic for the first time.

In a rush all the way, when you are really alone, many questions that must be considered only surface.

He was a little irritable, but he didn't want to continue thinking.

He hates "licking" ruminations and feels sorrow and pain. Instead of tangling this, he should think about how to make up for it and how to do it well.

He can only be very sure that he loves lodging, and he must let lodging come back to him.

During the various problems, he would deal with them one by one.

Even if Susu doesn't wait for him, doesn't love him anymore, or is with others, he has to chase him back.

If you can't catch it back, you won't regret it. He Shen Yi is not a tough person, but if given the opportunity, he will definitely stick to it.

Those mirage-like panic disappeared at the moment of clear thinking.

He just wanted to fly towards him.

...

The closer Shen Yi was, the more Shen Yi remembered. The memories he had forgotten on purpose turned out to be vivid.

...

"That who doesn't speak, is it dumb?"

The two newcomers got together for a while and pointed to Su Qing who was not far away.

"I don't know, I haven't spoken, but I look really amazing, I am a man--"

Shen Yi interrupted: "Put your mouth clean."

He subconsciously cast his gaze in the direction where they were looking vaguely, startled.

It was indeed a man, but his first impression was beautiful.

Beautiful, thin and weak, like a dodder.

Shen Yi frowned. This person is not a mother, but he does not have the same "sex" spirit as a man. It is not the type he is used to.

He always hates people with delicate looks and weak bodies, because most of the time it means that he is sensitive and delicate, not refreshing enough, not easy to get along with, and emotional.

Shen Yi hates trouble.

Shen Yi didn't pay much attention at the time, and went looking for clues. When he saw that man was in danger, he was rescued by magic.

When he came out with his arms half-armed, the first feeling was thin, and the second feeling was refreshing.

He has a light fragrance that can't be suppressed by the smell of blood. It may be a cleanliness addiction. Pay special attention to cleaning, and the fragrance has infiltrated his bones.

The skin is not hard or strong, it is gentle, and the speech is gentle and clear, just like his name.

Shen Yi felt uncomfortable, which was different from the men he had been in contact with in the past.

He felt that men should be vigorous, generous and clear, and suddenly realized that there is indeed a gentle and delicate man like Su Qing.

This is a group he doesn't understand at all, yet he has no desire to understand, he just wants to stay away.

...

When Shen Yi rescued Su Qing for the second time, Xindao himself was crazy.

He came with a mission, not with sympathy.

"There is only one life, you don't cherish it yourself, and I don't bother to save it. You can live by yourself."

He put the person down, turned his head to leave with a cold face, but was hugged by Su Qing.

Shen Yi was stiff at the time.

He realized that the person in his arms was crying, his shoulders shrugged, but there was no sound.

really. Shen Yi had a headache. He was indeed as sensitive and fragile as he thought. It was this type of person that he most annoyed.

"What are you doing?"

"...I thought of my dad."

Does he treat himself as a dad?

Shen Yi couldn't laugh or cry: "...what happened to your dad?"

"he died."

Shen Yi's playful look suddenly stopped: "What about your other relatives?"

"It's all dead."

Shen Yi didn't know what to do with him for a while. He seems to be born a person with weak emotions and a sensible side. He thinks that many people around him are stupid. Jiang Shuo is stupid. His father is stupid even for a lifetime. He is also stupid if he insists on guarding his mother.

He hates emotions, so he doesn't understand the pain of bereavement.

He feels that when people are alive, they should do something, whether they change others or change the world, they have to leave some meaning instead of being confined to the past.

As long as you are still alive, you can always do something to change your current situation.

"How old are you?"

"Nineteen."

Shen Yi thought at the time that he would indeed be his father soon. He is exactly thirty.

Shen Yi smiled at his thoughts, the person in his arms was still crying, he patted him on the back awkwardly, as if he was coaxing.

...

After that, Shen Yi thought that Su Qing, who was shy and introverted, would follow him openly, stand for him, and provide him with useful and useless clues.

In the whole movie, he has a good and quiet follower.

Shen Yi was embarrassed. He didn't know how to get along with this kind of person, staying with Su Qing. He felt that his voice was mostly a sin. He couldn't use the tone of brothers to call him, and the gentle voice was not like himself. There is something weird about it.

Shen Yi thought that when the novice film was over, he had nothing to do with Su Qing, but he didn't expect Su Qing to stick him like a small rice cake.

If in the past, Shen Yi might treat each other nicely, but he knew why he was here, and he didn't have time to be distracted to do other things.

For the first time, Shen Yi didn't know what to do with one person.

It seems that for everyone except Su Qing, he can classify them as quickly as possible, distinguish the important "sex", respond reasonably, and ignore the ones with low importance.

He used to like to measure the value of people and pursue the maximization of interests, but now he finds that Su Qing cannot be classified by him.

Su Qing didn't have strong abilities, and he couldn't help what he was going to do. It stands to reason that he shouldn't spend time on Su Qing, but he couldn't say rejection abnormally.

He was worried that Su Qing would be sad.

Shen Yi was a little upset about "chaos", which was not like himself.

So that day when Su Qing came, Shen Yi put on a posture of rejecting others thousands of miles away and asked: "What do you want?"

Su Qing was stunned, lowered his head and said, "I want to be friends with you."

friend?

Shen Yi smiled.

In the app, pet is everywhere. He doesn't want to make friends in the app. If he wants to make friends, he will also make strong friends, because they have the ability to protect themselves and will not be easily harmed by pet.

Friends means important, and because you care, you don’t think they were killed because of him.

Although he can easily change his name, he doesn't know when his identity will be discovered by the pet organization. By then, his friends will definitely bear the brunt, and the weakest of them will definitely suffer first.

It is a fact that Su Qing is not strong.

It is absolutely impossible for him to be friends with Su Qing, because it might kill him.

"Shen Yi doesn't need friends." Shen Yi said coldly.

Su Qing looked up: "Why?"

"There is no why."

"Is I too weak and I don't deserve it?"

Shen Yi inexplicably twitched, thinking about it, and finally realized that he was right, so he laughed: "It's good if you know."

The blood "color" on Su Qing's face faded: "I see."

Shen Yi thought, maybe in this way, Su Qing would retreat and leave him, but he didn't expect that the next time Su Qing appeared in front of him, the whole person would be completely new.

He used to subconsciously lower his head to avoid the eyes of outsiders, and when he raised his head generously to meet his gaze, he seemed to be completely reborn.

He always wears very light and dark clothes, which makes people ignore his existence. He is dull and tasteless. Now he wears a bright color with exquisite features, like a black head. A bit of bright and gorgeous "color" makes people stop.

Shen Yi looked at him secretly several times before regaining his senses, and said coldly, "Don't pester me."

Su Qing approached and said, "I like you."

Shen Yi's face changed completely: "What are you kidding?"

"I'm not kidding, I'm serious. Shen Yi, I like you."

Shen Yi didn't expect such a shy and shy person to be so bold. He hid his nowhere to put his hands and looked at him coldly.

Su Qing smiled and said, "I only know that life is short. If you like someone, you must tell him, because you may not have time to say that he will die."

"Are you cursing me?"

After Shen Yi said this sentence, his face stiffened.

What did he say?

Su Qing said: "I think I should fight for a person, because I'm still alive."

Shen Yi's heart fell for a second, and then he woke up.

fall in love? Still joking with a man.

He can give him nothing.

His time and energy have been completely occupied.

His face and name are fake. He doesn't deserve to fall in love at all.

Shen Yi once thought that if one day he was bound to fall in love with someone, he hoped that the burden on him would have been lifted at that time, and he would be able to shoulder the responsibility again, shelter him from wind and rain, and protect him from worry.

Not now.

He is now an emotional miser. He knows he is unworthy and should not be, and he does not want to delay Su Qing.

"I don't need it." Shen Yi clenched his hand and wrote lightly.

"why?"

Again. Shen Yi hates getting to the bottom, because it means he has to lie, cheat, and be forced to hurt.

He looked at Su Qing and teased: "You are so beautiful, there is no shortage of people to protect you, and you cannot rely on me."

Su Qing's lips turned pale: "No... it's not like this."

Shen Yi was a little unbearable, but turned his face away, and continued cruelly: "Don't pester me, I hate mother-in-law's emotions, and I don't have time to fall in love—"

Su Qing interrupted, almost muttering to himself: "Is there no time?"

Shen Yi thought it was asking him. Just about to say "yes", Su Qing had already stood on tiptoe, kissed his lips reverently, and awkwardly began to pry his teeth.

His eyes are so bright, as if there are stars living in them.

Shen Yi froze completely, reacted and pushed him away, angrily said: "What are you doing?! Are you crazy?!"

He didn't understand why Su Qing didn't cherish himself so much. He felt that he was crazy too. He was kissed by a man. He didn't feel sick, but inexplicably distressed.

Su Qing said: "I'm not crazy, don't I have no time, then don't fall in love, I checked, people like you should prefer to have fun in time?"

Shen Yi looked at his new clothes, finally understood, and was completely angry: "I'm not like that—"

He hadn't finished speaking, and Su Qing had already blocked his lips again.

Shen Yi wanted to push him away, but fell into his eyes.

His eyes have the childlike innocence of not stained with dust, and the return to nature after the vicissitudes of life. They are clean and warm, pious and determined, and he knows nothing, but it makes people want |

For a second, Shen Yi forgot the way forward.