Su Qing was too thin, his legs were thin and straight, and his ankle could be held in his hand with a light grip. People couldn't help wondering how such a narrow and fragile place could accommodate such a hard and rough thing.

He trembled so much that he once again made Shen Yi feel that he might be broken at any time. He felt frightened for a moment by his thoughts, but did not stop. On the contrary, it seemed that he was stimulated to a certain sadistic desire. Intensified.

Broken and meaningless words overflowed between his teeth, and Su Qing finally couldn't help crying.

He buried his face in the pillow, seeming to want to escape the unusually real sense of shame.

Shen Yi was afraid that he would suffocate himself, so he spared no effort to pull out his face, only "touched" one hand, and his tears burned his heart, urging him to wake up and remind him what he was doing.

"pain?"

He was about to withdraw, but Su Qing's little finger was hooked sideways with difficulty, and he muttered, "I like it."

The indestructible thing is shattered, and above the ruins, the emptiness of the future is reorganizing.

...

At a gushing moment, Shen Yi heard him crying on his shoulder, "Will it hurt me in the future?"

...

Passing through the long and unfathomable tunnel, the sky is bright again, and it seems that the short-term darkness is just an illusion.

Shen Yi recalled that perhaps it was a certain gentle light that made him walk more firmly and quickly in the dark night.

His heart has always been filled with other things, and can only be left to a corner of Su Qing that is not "hairy", but when he returned, he discovered that the projectile land was once covered with weed seeds.

The spring breeze blows and regenerates, and it starts a prairie fire in an instant.

...

Feng Yu parked the car in a secret corner and waited for several hours before Shen Yi finally appeared in his vision.

He quietly watched Shen Yi hurriedly and strode upstairs, and smiled bitterly for a long time.

He was just a bystander from beginning to end.

...

"Susu... Well, Su Qing, someone just called you."

When Su Qing came up from the cafeteria for dinner, the male colleague and subordinate handed over the mobile phone.

"Who?" Su Qing looked down and looked for the call log.

The man had a weird expression, as if he was about to laugh, froze, and said, "Just give him the note of the dog man."

He originally just made a light joke, but found that Su Qing's hand paused, and his finger was unconsciously released, and tens of thousands of mobile phones slipped off quietly. With a "bang", the screen shattered.

Everyone was shocked.

"Are you okay overnight?!"

"Who are you talking about?" Su Qing's face was pale, and he wanted to pick up the phone, but his legs were like dried plaster, stiff and difficult to bend.

"Susu." A low and familiar voice suddenly came from behind, close at hand.

Obviously a few seconds ago, it was still far away.

Su Qing froze.

Everyone followed the prestige, it was a tall and upright man, he stood under the door, the door looked low.

He has a decent suit, sharp features, high brow bones, deep eye sockets, sword brows into the temples, dark and deep eyes, high temperament, and a sense of distance, which makes people subconsciously afraid and afraid to look directly.

"Eh? It seems to be this voice," the eyes of the one who answered the phone before brightened, and he was going to pull Suqing, "it is him, that dog..."

He was held back by a colleague with a wink, and finally realized that the atmosphere was not right, and Su Qing's face was extremely pale.

No one spoke any more, and in the depression and dullness, it seemed that something was about to explode.

The colleagues leaned a little closer to Su Qing and looked at the visitor with a wary face to prevent him from doing anything to Su Qing.

At a glance, Shen Yi saw the slender Su Qing among the gray crowd.

He is thinner than before, his chin is sharpened, his skin is white to slightly transparent, and the blue blood vessels are looming under it. His hair is as soft as before, but longer than before, as if recording time. He was too thin to support his clothes, yet he was still beautiful and gentle, standing out from the crowd.

"Susu, I'm back." Shen Yi heard himself say, his voice trembling slightly.

"Yeah." Su Qing responded softly, like stamping a stamp to indicate that he knew it, but that was all, and there was no other reaction. He turned his face away and looked at the overnight stay on the desk. The tea, dreamtly thinking, maybe it should be poured out.

I can’t drink any tea I like.

Green tea is "cold in nature", and it is really not suitable for him with gastrointestinal problems. Everyone understands the truth. No matter how much he likes, he can't kill himself all the time, and ruin the tea that the best people are rushing to.

He is simply waiting, waiting for the sake of waiting, not for a deeper meaning, because seeking cannot be the source of pain, and without expectation, there will be no pain.

Now that it’s over, one thing is over, and he has fulfilled his promise. He has fulfilled the promise of innocence and simplicity, full of love, reckless and reckless, he can go on the next journey of life, this journey. Without Shen Yi, he could go on alone.

Everything will pass. Without anyone, the world will turn around.

He has watched this uncomfortable world for more than five hundred days without any problems. He found that he could still live well. It turned out that it was not that he really couldn't live without him, but he thought he couldn't live without him.

He doesn't want to force it anymore. It's one thing to fight for love, but he also has to worry about whether the other party is willing or not, whether it will disturb the other party. Before, he was too offensive and not as reckless as him.

Stomach throbbed faintly, and stomach acid seemed to be surging, but it was sour in his eyes. Su Qing blinked a few times, held back the sourness, turned his head and smiled and said, "Welcome back."

He was clearly smiling, but Shen Yi's heart fell a little bit cold in that look. He said: "I'm back, you are gone, right?"

Su Qing looked at him: "I don't understand."

He wanted to see the slightest bit of pain on Shen Yi's face to prove that he had existed. It seemed to be something that should no longer be expected, but he was disappointed, and Shen Yi was as cold as ever.

"I'll invite you to dinner? It's time for the friendship of the landlord." Su Qing said.

He remembered that the money was in the phone, and if the phone broke, he had to ask the frightened colleague next to him to borrow some money, but Shen Yi grabbed his wrist and dragged it into the office.

"Let go!" Su Qing only felt that the place he was holding was very hot. He was about to touch Shen Yi's hand, but he heard Shen Yi say in his ear: "I will resist me and hold you in."

Su Qing looked at so many pairs of eyes that were staring at him, and he didn't move for a moment, and his heart was in a mess. He didn't understand why Shen Yi did this.

Isn't he the most face-conscious? In the large public, they never had any physical contact.

"Well, let's take care of something, don't worry, you may have a misunderstanding..."

Su Qingqiang held on, soothing the people who were ready to rush over and deal with Shen Yi at any time with a look of anger. The door was closed before the words were finished, and the noise outside was completely isolated.

Without other people, in a completely enclosed narrow space, the sense of security seemed to disappear with the voices of people, isolated outside the door separated by a wall.

Su Qing subconsciously leaned against the door, but Shen Yi grasped both wrists, like a frightened primary school student, blocked in the corner, and did not dare to lift his head.

"Overnight, you think it's not safe to stay with me."

Shen Yi noticed his fear of escaping, and only felt that his heart aches.

Su Qing did not speak.

"Didn't you say to wait for me? I'm back now." Shen Yi said as softly as possible.

Tiredness was written in his voice. He thought it was the tired bird returning to the forest, but it was actually people going to the empty building. He didn't want to lose his temper, but he couldn't control himself.

He felt that the string was too tight and might break at any time, and he didn't know what he would do to Su Qing.

Su Qing clenched his hands, and turned away from looking at him.

As long as you don’t look, as long as you don’t listen, you won’t be obsessed with being “lost” and obstructing.

He has lifted the burden of his body and can truly pursue everything he wants, money, man or woman.

He was forced by himself, and he was forced to be responsible for himself and "worry" for himself.

He has occupied him for a long time and can no longer hinder his future.

He should stop. If the world must revolve around one type of person, this type of person must be like Xie Chi Shen Yi, and they are a glorious life.

And he didn't want to be a nasty rope that restrained, dragged down the eagle.

\"What are you thinking? Tell me, OK?\"

Shen Yi was already imploring, which made Su Qing feel a little at a loss for a moment, and was deeply confused.

This tone gave him the illusion that he was very important.

Su Qing quietly wrote down this feeling, and a trace of satisfaction emerged in her heart.

He raised his head, plucked up his courage, and said more firmly: "Shen Yi, you don't like me. You just feel that something is missing and feels uncomfortable, so you want to pick it up, or you feel owed to me because of the machismo responsibility. , I want to fulfill my promise, I want to be responsible for me, but it’s not necessary. I’m a man and I can take care of myself. Don’t always think that I am weak. This is not an app, no ghosts, no danger, I will live well. , No need for protection."

"You don’t have to live with me reluctantly. I figured it out. The past two years have shown me that it’s not bad for me to be alone. Just be happy. Really, don’t worry about me. You don’t owe me anything, and I never blame it. Passing you. "Milk" and "Milk" said, the sky will not collapse without anyone, and I can walk alone for a long time, just like before."

Shen Yi's Adam's apple tumbling up and down, his hands tightened, he didn't realize that Su Qing was caught in pain.

But Su Qing didn't seem to feel any pain. He only drew out one of his hands with difficulty. He hesitated for a few seconds, like a temptation. In the end he "touched" Shen Yi's face and said softly, "You like Jin Ge Just go with the iron horse, and I will keep my wind and snow all alone, but please don’t step in anymore. People can’t stand the test. I’m afraid that I will take back my heart and become disobedient again. I am about to move around. I am afraid that I am not me. I am afraid that I will live in long pain."

He shed tears for no apparent reason, and immediately lowered his head to cover it up. Looking at the drop of water on the ground, his heart gradually became numb.

"You go, I will treat you as if you never came back, I will continue to wait for him to come back."

Su Qing remembered the romantic movies with multi-universe theory he had watched the previous two days. If there were parallel worlds, would there be one in the millions of Shen Yili who loved him?

He can always wait until the Shen Yi who loves him comes back.

Unprepared, he heard Shen Yi, who was close at hand, say: "Susu, I love you."

Su Qing thought that she had heard it wrong, and she was shaking so badly that she raised her head in disbelief: "You...what did you just say...say?"

He turned his face away and tried to squeeze a smile: "Um... you don't have to coax me, um... I am especially entertaining myself, that..."

His lips were blocked.

Su Qing's eyes widened and pushed him desperately. He saw the huge whirlpool spreading behind Shen Yi.

He was about to fall into that bottomless whirlpool again.

Shen Yi's face was full of anger, and the kiss was fierce. He couldn't resist the slightest bit. Su Qing struggled, so he hooped him in his arms, as if to "knead" him into his bones.

There is a **** smell spreading between the lips and teeth, very salty and bitter, like the smell of tears, like the smell of miss.

Shen Yi missed him.

Su Qing really felt it for the first time.

He felt in a daze that he might never get rid of the vortex, he thought he had crawled out.

He may never be able to leave Shen Yi, he missed his temperature.

Shen Yi let him go, Su Qing was held in his arms and pressed his head. He heard Shen Yi say in a low voice: "I didn't coax you, the truth."

"I have always loved you, and I fell in love at first sight. When did you see me saving someone else? I have never loved you, I have never loved anyone, and I have never had any other people. I didn’t have time to fall in love before, and talk about it later. good or not?"

Shen Yi never said that he liked him, but he said so many "sex" words about loving him at once.

His dead heart seemed to be resurrected again.

"Everything in the past will be explained to you, and you will lie at your disposal in the future. For the missing ones, make up a little bit, okay?"

"It's not playing, it's not possessive, it's not a sense of responsibility, it's love from beginning to end."

"Didn't I say that I love you? I will love you well in the future and be your support in the future."

"Susu, Shen Yi lived for his mission for the first half of his life, and lived for you in the second half of his life, okay?"

Shen Yi's chest was wet.

Su Qing had never heard Shen Yi once said so much in "sex", and he said every word, he knew what he wanted, and he promised.

Shen Yi may lie, but he never promises easily. Everything he has said will eventually become reality.

Those long pains and years of nightmares seem to have disappeared.

"Overstay, let's go home, okay?" Shen Yi patted him on the back and said softly.

Shen Yi didn't expect a response. It didn't matter if there were other reasons. The point was that Su Qing did wait for him so long.

This is a fact.

He did it wrong.

He just wanted an opportunity to make up.

In silence, Su Qing quietly hooked his little finger, as he did countless times before.

He agreed.

Shen Yi's heart trembled violently.

...

Feng Yu was downstairs, watching the two upstairs embracing each other, thinking with a wry smile, he had witnessed the love of others.

It couldn't be broken for two years, and it fell apart in an instant.

This is Su Qing, he always knows what he wants.

Shen Yi is by no means comparable to him.

Feng Yu was sober like never before. He didn't want to see more, so he drove away first.

...

At a later time, Shen Yi learned on the app that Xie Chi might be half god, and his face changed drastically.

At that time, Su Qing was preparing for the upcoming dinner. Seeing that his face was wrong, the whole person was a little irritable, and he smiled and asked, "I regret it?"

"No, no," Shen Yi glanced at the certain news that Li Hao returned, and threw the hateful mobile phone far away, and said helplessly, "I'm probably over."

"So serious?" Su Qing walked over with a little worry, "Tell me?"

"do not."

Su Qing smiled a little angrily: "You just said you didn't hide anything from me—"

"I said I said," Shen Yi dragged him over, stuck between his legs, looked at him with a secret expression, "...You might also be Xie Chi's um."

"what?"

Su Qing did not hear the last two words at all.

In order to expose this topic, Shen Yi was busy chatting with Su Qing.

When he was at the Suqing company, he was afraid of something bad happened to Suqing in the past two years, and I was embarrassed to tell him. He added a few colleagues from Suqing and wanted to ask about it.

After all, Su Qing has always reported good news but not bad news. He likes to be stupid and tends to think of people too well. When encountering problems, he tends to blame himself instead of blaming others. He doesn't know if he is bullied.

Shen Yi's original intention was this, but unexpectedly asked some other information.

...

When Xie Chi and Xie Xinglan arrived at night, Shen Yi's face was not very good.

After drinking for three rounds, Xie Chi remembered something, took a thin thing from Xie Xinglan's arms and stuffed it into his sleeve, then stood up, walked to Shen Yi's side, and said in a low voice: "Go out and smoke a cigarette?"

"Okay." Shen Yi glanced at him, changed his previously uncertain face, and said with an abnormal smile.

Xie Chi didn't know why, thinking about the handle of Shen Yi in his hand, he blinked at Xie Xinglan, and then tightened the corners of his mouth in Su Qing's blank eyes.

After the two left, Su Qing hesitated, feeling that he must be familiar with Xie Xinglan, so he mustered up the courage to ask, "Why did they go?"

Xie Xinglan was breaking the crabs for Xie Chi. He paused after hearing the words and was silent for two seconds. He said: "Their father and son definitely have something to say."

I don't know if it was Su Qing's illusion, he always felt that Xie Xinglan might be laughing for a second.

"Don't worry, let's eat first." Xie Xinglan said.

"Oh, okay." Su Qing glanced at the direction of the balcony, then slowly retracted his eyes.

...

On the balcony, it was the end of the year, and the cold wind was strangely cold. Xie Chi tightened his jacket, lit a cigarette for Shen Yi, and said with a smile: "Last time you ordered for me, this time I will do it for you."

Shen Yi was taken aback, recalling the previous meeting between him and Xie Chi, and also laughed: "Thanks."

He took it, and took a breath in the cold wind.

Xie Chi looked at the neon-lit building in the distance, remembering the last time he and Shen Yi smoked together, or when he just learned that Pet organized everything.

He thought that there were still many opportunities to meet, but he didn't expect that Shen Yi would die afterwards. It turned out to be the last time.

At that moment, he was really relaxed. He felt like a lone wolf for so long, with a belonging and a clearer goal, because of the forerunner of Shen Yi.

Now there is still a chance to smoke together, which is quite unexpected. Obviously there will be many opportunities in the future.

very good.

"Couple apartment, good treatment?"

"Ok."

"Take care of Su Qing from now on."

Shen Yi tilted his head to look at him: "I want you to say it."

"I'm nosy?" Xie Chi smiled.

Shen Yi faintly said: "Are you less nosy?"

Xie Chi was stunned, realizing the meaning of this sentence, his face changed drastically: "You know?"

Shen Yi smiled and said, "Xie Chi, you almost gave me a love rival. It's good, and it makes Susu sad."

Feng Yu, who suddenly appeared, knew that there was no other way, and he was silly, unable to tell at all.

"..." Xie Chi coughed, turning his face away, "That, the original intention was good."

He said it, and felt that he didn't need to be ashamed. Shen Yi was too arrogant.

"Um, let me show you something." Xie Chi said.

"what?"

Xie Chi smiled and said, "You will remember."

Shen Yi watched him "touch" a half-scorched letter from his cuff, raised it in front of his eyes, suddenly recalling something, his face changed drastically, and he was going to grab it. Xie Chi was already the first. Time expected his reaction and hid the letter behind him.

"Mom? Would you like to let Susu see what you call him?"

Shen Yi wanted face most, squinting his eyes and asked, "What do you want?"

Xie Chi glanced at him, and pointedly: "I think you might know? Li Hao told me before that you have looked for him... and you said before, do you want to thank me when you come back?"

He smiled at Shen Yi, then flung the letter again.

Shen Yi gritted his teeth, he didn't expect Xie Chi to be here waiting for him, he couldn't beat Xie Chi now.

"Susu is here," Xie Chi looked behind Shen Yi, "you can think about it."

Shen Yi saw Su Qing approaching closer and closer, gritted his teeth, his attitude suddenly turned around 180 degrees: "Your son Shen has given you a New Year greeting."

Xie Chi froze for a moment, then smiled happily, regretting not calling Xie Xinglan together: "I didn't hear it."

"Fuck you!"

Su Qing had already come to open the door, Xie Chi was relieved, and Shen Yi was no longer at all, threw the letter to him, Shen Yi hurriedly hid it in his pocket, and continued smoking if nothing had happened, he walked to the side of Xie Chi and lowered his head slightly and said in a low voice: "None of us should expose who is short."

"I know." Xie Chi took a breath and promised generously.

Seeing the two of them approaching so close, Su Qing felt strange: "The food is going to be cold, what do you say?"

Xie Chi swept his eyes and heard a stiff Shen Yi in the question, and said quietly: "Deepen the relationship between father and son."

He seemed to hear the sound of Shen Yi grinding his teeth.